About

I am a very concerned Citizen! Well, maybe you better call me a desperate Citizen!

I love my country ... but I fear my government.

So You ask how I could come up with such a website? Well I thought there was something wrong the day "They" shot JFK. The debates in High School failed to make sense. Then I did time in the USAF; served in Turkey. The USAF did things that the average citizen at home can't even imagine and never will find out about. At the onset of the first Gulf War I knew I had been used by the military. The term mercenary comes to mind, but that is not the right word. I was DUPED. I was there but had no idea what big picture was happening.

And I worked at the Motorola Government facility. I literally can not tell you what I did. It all adds up to make one skeptical individual.

I've had eye problems since LASIK surgery in nineteen ninety-four. Now (2019), I finally understand what went wrong. My double vision was diagnosed as double vision. It should have been diagnosed as a ghost vision. I think most Doctors understood that, but failed to understand that it was a cylinder problem. Complicating matters, the eyeglass prescriptions were always too strong, thus covering up the ghost vision. BDPEC was the involved eye institution. BDPEC violated the verbal contract they had with me by ending the promised care there.

Don't accept anything on this website as gospel. I would hope you'd do your own soul searching and studying. To just sit and watch is doing yourself a real disservice. Be careful of all the deceptions about these subjects; I go with those uncovering new ancient history rather than those preaching new discoveries. We are not the most advanced being ever to occupy this earth. We missed that by thousands of years. But our time is coming around again, in a couple of thousand years.

Contact , that's me, with any comments you may have.

One direct comment I have; I don't hate blacks, Hispanics, gay Americans, Jewish people, Muslims, or any of the other groups that liberals obsessively claim that conservatives hate. Not only is it extraordinarily offensive to be falsely accused of hating whole classes of people. But it is also very bad for America to have half of the Americans thinking that the other half hates them. But, of course, if you are liberal you think you get a pass for being. When are the liberals going to realize their misjudgements, be embarrassed, and say they are sorry!

And a character flaw I had; I thought "to dream of the person I'd like to be was a waste of the person I was." Well that is B.S. No dreaming permitted. Be the change you want to see!

I'm trying to make a difference. Too many folks feel they don't make a difference. That is so sad! Just one little smile can light-up someone's whole day or life.

Looking Back

The lyrics here are more profound than I ever imagined back then. Most of what we thought we knew, just is not real.

Joni Mitchell - Both Sides Now (Live, 1970)

Rows and flows of angel hair, and ice cream castles in the air, and feathered canyons everywhere, I've looked at clouds that way, but now they only block the sun. They rain and snow on everyone. So many things I would have done, but clouds got in my way.

I've looked at clouds from both sides now, from up and down, and still somehow, it's clouds illusions I recall. I really don't know clouds...at all.

Moons and Junes and ferris wheels, the dizzy dancing way you feel as every fairy tale comes real; I've looked at love that way. But now it's just another show. You leave 'em laughing when you go and if you care, don't let them know, don't give yourself away.

I've looked at love from both sides now, from give and take, and still somehow it's love's illusions I recall. I really don't know love at all.

Tears and fears and feeling proud, to say "I love you" right out loud, dreams and schemes and circus crowds, I've looked at life that way. But now old friends are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say I've changed. Something's lost but something's gained in living every day.

I've looked at life from both sides now, from win and lose, and still somehow it's life's illusions I recall. I really don't know life at all.

This is how my life went.

I made Amarillo by morning more than once; :-) I was what we called "job shopping"! Back in those days you could call your job shop and ask for a job in another city; they'd call you back in a day or two. And, then you'd go.

And Sprint Cars of course. I race an RC of this now. The music (Bob Seger and The Silver Bullet Band - Like a Rock) of this video is good, too. This would have been in the late 1970s or early 80s. I was there. It has since been closed.

My all time favorite music

Barbara Hershey Photo Tribute

History does Repeat?